Well today is the day I would not say I have been waiting. I will get back my result today. Last Thursday, exactly 11 weeks and 5 days from that forgetful date, I went for the test. It was an easy decision on me 'cause I know somedays I will have to face the consequence. The nurse was not very nice. She was cold and strictly "business". It was my first time, I did not know what to expect but I thought the nurse would be nice and gave me at least some encouragement. Well, that is part of life. Talk about life, none of us I guess would care too much about it until we find out life and death are not too far from each other. I did get a whole lots of good feeling from reading all or most of the threads on this board. I've decided to be a reader and not writer on this board until today 'cause I know no one can tell me whether I have HIV or not. I wish that many more people, Pos or neg alike would share their thoughts and experiences to give struggling people like me some hopes. Tomorrow will come and I will come back to this board iether as pos or a neg person. I like to share my final thoughts before I find out the result with all of you and hope that you all can pray for me so I may see tomorrow and tomorrow...as person with courage and confidence who can deal with all the adversities that may present in the future. Good luck to me and to all the people who is waiting to face the day like the one I will have today.

Any news yet?

Thanks for asking Victoria48. I am Neg. Life has almost been back to "normal". I hope I wont be like many others who would say or think "neg" but feeling "pos". Things have been difficult the last 3 mo. and I was one of the fortunate ones. Hope everything is going well for everyone out there. I will continue to pray for others who still have not found out their status.