Life is hard. My One time exposure with a girl, I got Human herpes 6, evb, mono, chaldymedia, gonorreha, prostate bacterial, Herpes 1 & 2, HPV and maybe I am exposed to HIV.

One time and it was protected sex and receved unprotected oral sex. Everyone has sex all the time, but no body comes down with all this at one time.

My life is living hell. Even thought, i am feeling, sever fatigue, sever headaches, neck pain, constatn fever, joint pain, rash, lymph nodes big.

Just cant live anymore, what do I do ??? No body is wiling to help me.

I am sick and tired of taking medicine every day .

I've met this girl at a party and it was it, one time... But i I was dum , I didnt know about all this. So as dum as me, i did it my first time.

I mean does one deserve all this first time they do it.

What does god want from em ? My Life ????

Ben