Hey Everyone, im new here so i dont really know anyone..well a little info. on me: im 17, i am bipolar but i live a pretty normal life except one little secret.....im bulemic. I try to stop, i tell myself EVERYDAY that today is the last day. i give myself the option of eating junk foods that throwing it up. i tell myself this ISNT an option. I have a boyfriend of a year and half and i love him SOOO much were getting married in 2-3 years and theres no way i wuld tell him. I want to stop i realllly do and im going to try to but its hard. well id appreciate any feed back and im really glad i found this site!

Hey!!
Welcome to the boards:D!!! first of all i have to say......that telling your husband wouldn't make him love u even less....you may want to rely on his support to help u get you through it all. I'm just thinking...if he found out another way u were bulimic (he will if he marries u..he will soon find out somehow) it'd feel hurt u didn't tell him, but that's another thing. Are u seeing a counsellor? Does anyone else know?

Ohio Babe,
Welcome to the boards, you will find a lot of encouragement here.

If you haven't already, I would suggest you do research on Bulimia, it will help you to understand what you are going to be fighting.

I am sure you already know this, but food addictions are not really about the food, they point to other emotional issues.

You are not going to be able to recover from this on your own, it will require help.

We will be here to support you any way we can.

~Dance

hi ohiobabe,

welcome sweetie, I know exactly what you going through. I am bulimic also. I have been for six years and on my way to recovery. What part of ohio do you live in? I live in ohio too. If you live near me I can tell what support group i go too and I can help you get help. We are on the same boat. I have my good days and bad days but I want to so bad just to be normal and recover from this diease. Just let me know if you want to research for you because I will help you out as much as I can.

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