I have anxiety disorder and I freak out all the time. Well lately I've caught the flu or something and now I think I have HIV. My sexual history includes 3 people that I've had unprotected sex with:

my first boyfriend when I was 15... he came inside of me twice
My second boyfriend when I ws 16.. we had sex about 5 times but he never came inside of me.
My current boyfriend( I am now 18)... he cums inside of me all the time but I know for sure he is HIV negative because he was recently tested.

anyways my boyfriend now was tested after we had been having sex for about two months ( unprotected) and he donates plasma every week so I know he still isn't HIV positive. So anyways we have been having sex for about 8 months now and he is still negative. Do you think it is possible for him to still be negative if I were positive? I know I'm prolly being silly cuz I just have the flu and its only like the 3rd time i've been sick this year but with anxiety you think anything is possible.

honestly, what makes you seriously think you have HIV? this post is ridiculous, i'm sorry. there are people here who have had real risks and real fears, including myself, and it just really sucks to see a post like this.

I don't really know... i have a million things going on right now with my body. I think I may be finally getting over this illness I've had since tuesday. I'm having a stabbing pain in my ribs, cramping in my stomach, and eye issues right now. When I got sick with the flu it made me think I had HIV cuz I just had a cold a month ago with fluid in my ears. I know I was probably jumping to conclusions but thats what I was thinking. I know you may think my post is silly but to me it is real fear. I just wanted to know if it was possible for me to have HIV and still have a negative boyfriend that I've been having sex with for about 8 months. I didnt mean to make you angry and I'm sorry about your issues cuz i know how it feels to be afraid.