cloud9vball
09-15-2004, 08:01 PM
alright, so here is the thing. i'm not really anorexic, well i don't know...what do you guys think? i'm 5'8", 135 pounds, but i'm very muscular, so i am actually skinnier than what my weight says? if that makes sense? anyways, i will go either a couple of weeks with eating absoultely NOTHING, i limit myself to about 100 cals a day. or otherwise i will eat normally (above normally) for a couple weeks, until i have something to go to, that type of thing. i have a huge issue with food, but i'm not anorexic all the time, and my weight obviously shows i'm not anorexic, but sometimes i wish i could be, but then again i don't. because i know it's not healthhy yadda yadda...
so here's my vent, i am an avid watcher of america's next top model--and i have this new roomate who is cute, but not outrageously beautiful like those model girls, ya know?? the thing is she is like 5'8" and is super super super skinny (but she does not eat hardly anything--and it pisses me off because I know, but nobody else can see it--i can see it because i'm "anorexic" or whatever) and the thing that really pissed me off was that my other two roomates the other week were like oh you should be on americas next top model--for sure you should apply...hello? just because someone is skinny doesn't mean she can be a model. it made me so angry--and maybe a little jealous because she's so skinny and can stick to her "diet" (please moderator if you find this inappropriate don't kick me off just delete this part or something please) ugh it's just so frustrating when i know someone is anorexic but nobody else can see it and they compliment how skinny she is. blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anybody else have this problem....
thanks for listening to my rant and rave.
peace
cloud9vball
so here's my vent, i am an avid watcher of america's next top model--and i have this new roomate who is cute, but not outrageously beautiful like those model girls, ya know?? the thing is she is like 5'8" and is super super super skinny (but she does not eat hardly anything--and it pisses me off because I know, but nobody else can see it--i can see it because i'm "anorexic" or whatever) and the thing that really pissed me off was that my other two roomates the other week were like oh you should be on americas next top model--for sure you should apply...hello? just because someone is skinny doesn't mean she can be a model. it made me so angry--and maybe a little jealous because she's so skinny and can stick to her "diet" (please moderator if you find this inappropriate don't kick me off just delete this part or something please) ugh it's just so frustrating when i know someone is anorexic but nobody else can see it and they compliment how skinny she is. blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anybody else have this problem....
thanks for listening to my rant and rave.
peace
cloud9vball