I previously posted this...and I dont really know what happened to it. EEK!

Anyways......just wanted to warn u that my friend left this morning (saw him for the last time last night)....i don't feel so bad at the moment (doesnt feel like he's gone yet).....but he reassured me that we'll keep in very close touch at uni, so I guess that reassured me a hell of alot.
I just wanted to warn u all.....I just know I'm going to hit some HUGE downfalls over the next few weeks.....and I may just need you all to give me a bit of comfort at my lowest points....but I'm going to try and be as helpful as I can to you all and reply whenever I can!

My eating is so-so at the moment...due to the fact that I have been having problems with my skin..i have tried eating a little of different things..still having a hard time with it (it feels like bad eczema at the moment)..but I'm sure it will heal up eventually.

Anyways, Hope you're all doing alright.....

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Love
Carolinexxxxxxxx :angel:


PS I know it sounds a bit of a pathetic post....but you all here have been so unbelievably great through my good times and extremely crappy times........I just feel a bit lost at the moment, that's all...you all feel so familiar and close to me on hereXXXXXXXXThanks in advance for any replies

Ok Caroline, I will be here whenever you want to talk. I hope things don't get too bad. Take care
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I'm not going to be here for a bit which sucks because I'd be here to talk otherwise. but whatever happens I'll be thinking of you.

xoxoxox

Thanks Roxie...Emily..I hope things go alright for u over the next couple of weeks..let us know a.s.a.p how u are.xxxxx

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Was that a big enough hug? lol don't mean to sufficate you...just want to send some support your way.....i've been extremely down too so i'm sorry i just can't say too much...i really hope the hug helps though...i really do care and am thinking of you kay ;)

Hey Fallen!! :wave: :wave: :D

Nope-- no hug is too big at the moment..hehe. I have been out with a friend tonight to a pub- saying 'bye' to people really.....and on the way home was the first time I thought about my mate....and Im feeling very down and really vulnerable - as in feeling vulnerable to geting depressed at this time of night (i dunno what it is..but in the evening I always get very down....female hormones, I suspect). so im thinkin i should really get to bed before I start thinking of too much.

Sorry to hear u have been down as well at the moment........I guess Im feeling particularly down tonight because I am tired and have been tired all day, so maybe sleep will make the situation look better in the morning.

Night, nightxxxxxxxxxxx Thanks again for your support!xxxEvery little helps for me:)

ahhh i'm sorry last night was a depressing night....i hope you got lots of good sleep last night and are feeling more refreshed today...i'm not doing too bad today just pretty much spaced out and numb feeling...how are you? I really really hope you've had a good day so far. Take care girly :)