Hello, Miss Emma Dilemma!

I hope you are reading this, because I want you to know you haven't been forgotten. You left rather abruptly, we haven't heard from you in months, so I have to say I'm quite concerned. Won't you please just post to let us know you're OK? And maybe throw in how you've been? And if everything is OK? Please??

HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Char :wave:

I second that!! :wave:

If you're out there, Em, please leave a message!! The last I heard, you were moving back home from college back in June... I think?? It's now September!!! Please tell us how you are if you're reading this, okay??!!

:) :) :) :) :) :)

hi char and quench :wave:

wow, it feels so odd to be writing in this again, yet so natural all the same. i'm back at school now, been back for about 3 months and really looking forward to thanksgiving break. i wish i could say everything is better now. but i can't. i don't even know anymore. i want to say that my bingeing problem is related to depression... but i've never been diagnosed or anything. so yes, that has yet to be solved. i truly feel fat today, for the first time in a while. i mean, i have felt it, but not really, cuz there's that part that rationalizes or tries to make it not so bad... but it is. anyhow. i just try not to think about it so much. which is why i haven't been here in a looooooong time. sorry for worrying you guys! i haven't forgotten you, really. okay, well this would be longer, but i have less than 6 hours to finish writing 12 pages of well, writing. hope you girls are well!!

take cares,
~dilemma


Miss Emma Dilemma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! It's you!! It's really you!!!! We've been soooooooo worried about you! When I got my 'mail and I saw a response from you I could hardly believe it, but, well, now I believe it!! :bouncing: You can't possibly know how worried I've been about you...bad girl :nono: for staying away soooo long!! :D Well, OK, OK...you're forgiven now. It's just so good to hear from you!!

I remember that you had started therapy before the summer break...did you continue with it over the summer? And/or, are you going now? A therapist obviously would be able to diagnose depression, and if you are depressed, then I would think meds along with therapy would be most helpful. I used to be soooooo bad, Em...sigh...but I'm so much better with meds. The ed still exists, unfortunately, but for many it helps with an ed a lot, as it could with you. Because, with you, I sense not just an ed, but some depression, as well. I've always thought that, however wrong I could be. :)

I can SORTA understand why you've stayed away...sometimes it's better to be here, sometimes it's not. But when you need someone to talk to who understands, who better than us??? :) We're always here whenever you need us, ya know. I have always sooooo enjoyed our convos, and have just missed you like crazy. And I have wondered and wondered how you have been, and have truly worried about about you, Miss Emma Dilemma. I know you're busy, but, I hope you'll somehow find the time to keep in touch? It sounds like you want to be here, may need to be here, at least once in a while...and I am here whenever you need to vent, or discuss ANYTHING...OK?

I'd love to hear what you've been up to, hear all about your summer, school, etc., so please post whenever you have time???

Many, many hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As ever, Char :wave:

Dilemma!!!!!

We missed you! Hoping you know we are all here to talk to you if you want to. Or just to send you e-hugs (((dilemma)))
Take care of yourself,
H xoxo
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:eek: It's DEMI!! Wow!! It's been a WHILE. We were all so worried about you, you have no idea! I'm so glad to know you're okay. Please do tell us more about how you've been!