this isnt to any one in perticular but writing so dont blow gasket.
i have medicaid with share cost and no one excepts it at all :mad: called many orthos and neuros and wont do it. :nono: call my health provider today and they said the only one takes it is the jerk i just saw friday which be damb ill see him again after what he did. im stuck with no doc, pain management or therapy, to help me and primary says hospitals will take you in. well i dont wont hospital i wont help :confused: how can medicaide give insurance to people and not have doctors to cover all feilds of medicine? :rolleyes: im hurting frustrated, and very mad that i let my self get this way. im tired of feeling like a my life is wrapped around a pill or pills to ease pain that could be remedyed my a doctor. :mad: im sick of the sleepless nights and the weakness and the dharp pains and now the hamstring pains and nots. im tired of it all. i have no mintal compasity any more to think strait and feel like im imbobolized because of my pain.im at a large fricken wall that only GOD could get over and everywhere i turn its constant disapointment. almost out of meds for the pain that doesnt work but make me feel high 24/7 that got from my pd who isnt associated w/ the back. and she said cant do anything else. im loosing mind and at the end of rope. sorry
for this guys just so confussed of what to do
michelle

michelle, I am so sorry. I dont' know what to say. I just hope you can find someone, you don't have any other insurance aside from Medicaid? My heart goes out to you and I again am so sorry you are going through this. I take it the hated doc won't do anything for you???

i dont have any other insurance and the quack doctor just compared me to his 70 or 80 year old dad. im just so fed up and in tears writing this and just seem apolled at everything thats happening and no matter what i do i can stop the inediable. why does it have to be so hard?

I am just so sorry. I wish I knew of a better way! Have you picked up the phone book and just started calling any and all orthos and neuros? I don't know much about medicaid. How about any surrounding states? I am sorry I just don't know how to help. I do hope you can find SOMETHING. I hate mean stupid doctors.

yes i have called everyone and the only place to go is to hospital and everyone here knows why cant go. kids. im sorry to drag you into this its just been a really bad day.

I am not here to blow sunshine up your ^%$$%
but, you can feel better.
I was at the end of my rope, crying everynight, taking pills that did nothing
and the voice at the other end of the phone was saying "you want more tylenol?"

went to a neurologist "I think you will get better"
went to a surgeon "we can make you better"

2 endoscopic surgeries later and no relief "go see a psiatrist"

saw a psiatrist "go home and make a chart of how bad you feel on a scale of 1 - 10 for the next 2 weeks and get back to me"

went to PT "did that excerise hurt?....then dont do it again"

went and got EMBREL injection and had severe flare up and $3500 disappeared from my wallet "hmmm it must not work on you"

then one day, I just felt better

and I felt better for a whole year.

so who knows what worked, but I am telling you, one day, all this could be a memory

hang in there

hey keith your the one on the other post that im joking with. atleast i got some smiles from my self. hey has any one ever noticed how bad we all spell? i guess its all thos meds. or we all need to go back to school. go figure.

hehe and whats funny is I am an struggling writer

yeah I spell bad

but I other fish to fry

have a grate daye

didnt understand fish and fry but i hope ypo know i was talking about everybody not just you. that does include me.

yes I understand

"I have got other fish to fry"

mean's, I have other more important matters to attend to

cheers
KJ