I am a 6'1" guy. Im 22 years old. I am currently 295 lbs. I got picked on for being fat in high school quite a bit. My senior year I did crystal meth for 3 months straight and got down to 195 lbs. in about 3 weeks. Two weeks after i quit, i was back up to 275 lbs. and had a couple new surprises. A lovely grip of beautiful purple stretchmarks. Its been 3 1/2 years since i touched the stuff and the stretchmarks are STILL THERE! It is quite hard to find a girl that finds me attractive off looks alone, and most of the time they wont give me a chance to meet them because i am not as attractive as the other skinny boys. I have a little issue (quite literally) downstairs. The little guy hit 5" and decided to stop. I was told the other day by an ex-girlfriend that i was totally worthless because she found a skinny boy with a 9" willie and didn't need me in her life anymore. I don't really know what to do. I am almost tempted to turn back to drugs beacause the Diet BS isn't working at all. but then again the drugs were only temporary. I was just looking for some other people's opinions and see what was up. Im just really sad and really miss affection.