My friend Molly spent the night on Friday... She knows about my problems and what not. But I don't think she acctually understnads them. Because she trys to help. But it makes me feel worse. Well he came over and I made her some Mac N' Cheese, and she noticed I didn't eat any, so she took me to the grocery store, and we bought SO MUCH JUNK, candy, soda, cupcakes, marshmellows. And I ate it. I ate alot, and the next morning we hade a huge breakfeast with eggs and hashbrows. I wasn't eating the week before. And so I know EVERYTHING I lost must have come back. I feel like an idiot. I really big idiot. My stomach has been hurting really bad since then. Rawr.

I know the feeling. I had a bad, bad binge this weekend. I feel like a jerk and disgusting. I just laid in bed this morning and cried, but I still continued to binge the rest of the day. Sigh.

I just had a huge chocolate binge (we're talking 5 blocks of chocolate which is really bad because I haven't binged in a while) oh my god I want to go to the gym and work until I collapse and then hide in bed with a knife and some celery and my phone.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGHH!!!!!

But in response to your message...You can't stop bingeing cold turkey... As long as you're getting better slowly, you'll get better, right? As long as you're trying to stop, isn't that hard enough to do?

I don't know. This isn't helpful at all, but I'm not very good at helping people.

No, you are helping. I don't know what to do. Fat Fat Chelsea. I wasn't awake this morning, so I went to starbucks and got a gingerbread latte, which is my weakness, because my mom runs like 450 starbucks in the state of florida so I am surronded by all this good stuff, and I get EVERYTHING FOR FREEE! So I want it all. I want it all all all.
RRRRRRRRRRROAR!

dont u hate it when ur friends try to help. but they make things worse?! i cant stand it! they think by forcing u to eat, ull be better. like, it does not work that way..and if i dont eat what they give me they get mad and get all like "well u need support.." and get mad and such. it drives me INSANE!!!! is there neone going thru this with their friends??!

The easiest thing for me to do that REALLY helps is tell myself "Everything is good in moderation". If I ever get the urge to binge, I just get whatever it I am craving and just take a little. Example: Craving McDonalds? Get a kids meal instead of a HUGE combo. Want Ice Cream? Grab a kids cone... It really helped with me. Yeah, I still felt a bit guilty, but not nearly as bad. And honestly, it helped me a lot to get over my ED.

Sammy, I know what you mean about friends. I went out with some of them the other night, and i wasnt hungry even though they were eating. I told them that i was going to pass on getting anything and they made me feel bad about it, so then i did eat something, and i felt so guilty i had to make an excuse to go home. If i wouldnt have aten anything i would have been fine!!

i know hey?! they just crowd u like theyre a stalking eagle or something!! thats the same with adults 2.