Hello, i am worried. i am fully aware that my actions were irresponsible and am extremely upset with myself for them. Having said that...i had unprotected sex with the last two guys i dated. It was once with each guy, and neither came inside me. Even so, i know that means nothing. I'm so scared. I just got tested last week, and am getting the results on friday. It will clear me from the first guy, but it's only been a few weeks since my encounter with the second. :-( I just need some words of wisdom or something to help calm my mind while i wait...thanks for listening

I commend you for taking the test. (not to sound weird) I know the wait is worse than the actual blood drawing. I don't know how religious you are or else I would try to give you a full on sermon (lol* j/k). I'll keep you in my prayers and ask that everything as far as your health is 100% A OK. And pray that you don't drive yourself crazy. Haha* I know I pulled out a couple strands of hair when "the results day" came closer and closer. You always manage to sike yourself out and think it's gonna say your positive, but once it says your negative you wanna jump up and kiss the Dr no matter how inappropriate it is. I guess when we all have a scare like this it knocks things into perspective and allows us to see how precious life and our health really is. We all learn from our mistakes and it sounds like you have to. I think you'll be okay. Good luck and keep me updated*