this sucks. i'm really hungry..i wish i could just eat and not feel guilty, but i know that if i do i will be angry at myself tomorrow adn be really pissed at myself for the rest of the night. but i have a pack of oreos in my cubboard that i just wanna eat all of them right now. the 27th...that's when i acan actually have a meal. UGH! it's gonna be really tough making it that far. i HATE THIS!! why me? why can't i just not care what i eat. why why why why why
sorry...i had to vent...i wish i could get help and afford it. isn't it ******** that so many ppl are suffering out there and wanna get help for mental disorders but they cant because they can't afford it? i think that's the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard of!
peace
cloud9vball

I can so relate to how you're feeling right now, esp with re" to not being able to afford help. Ppl tell me to go to the free health clinic and see someone there, but I'm thinking to myself, am I going to receive the same quality treatment (same professional caring ppl) at one of those places? Hmmm..... Besides, I have 2 degrees in this stuff already. I should know how to fix myself. If I can't help myself, what good is those degrees? It's pathetic and I'm disgusted, but as I can always remind myseld, no matter how like crap I feel, I can always find someone worse off than me. Doesn't make me feel a whole lot better though......

Ho hum....
I do wish everyone a very blessed Christmas and that no one forgets the reason for this season (no, it's not intake of food, or lack thereof--it's Jesus!!)

Love,
MistiGrace