He was 46 and had scholiosis (spelling) curving of the spine. He took pain killer so long because of the pain. He has a ten year old little girl which will be raised by her grandmother (hismother) the little girls mother is a drug addict and no one can find her. He kiss his daugter goodnight and said "I love you and no matter what stay strong" and then he kissed his mother goodnight....Somewhere in the night he went out to a car in his front yard and there he had a shotgun that he hid. He took his life. His little girl went outside to play and seen a shadow in the car, his mother came out and walked up to the car and there he was....She panicked and the little girl knew what was wrong. So we are going for a service at his brothers house. Him and his brother were close and his brother is soooooo distraught. Tomorrow will be a sad day. My cousin is out of pain and can finally walk with a smile. Please pray his soul goes to heaven. He just didn't want pain anymore. Thanks for letting me share. :angel:

I am sorry for your loss. I am sure your cousin is in Heaven. My thoughts and prayer's are with you!

My thoughts are with you and your family, i am sure he will go to heaven where there will be no more pain and suffering for him.

Take care xx

Thank you both for your time....it was sweet of you to respond. I am sure he has no pain also and can finally walk up right.

I wanted to see how your cousin's daughter is doing? Being that young and not understanding what is going on has got to be hard on her. Is she close to her grandma? I will pray for you and your family. I hope everyone will be ok!