everytime I try to this in to a postive....BOOM! I made a mistake and touched my eye now I have 3 tiny tiny zits that are touching my eye I'm so scared I could go blind.

As far as I know it is a actual sore on your eye, looks like a open sore and its red on your actual eye ball, not like what you said I dont think, or so I saw in a book I got at the library.

Herpes in the eyes is rare and the zits you describe could just be sebaceous cysts which are common around the eye lid area. I've had them just as you described.

But if you're going to worry anyway, then I would get checked by an opthalmologist to help calm your anxiety.

Champ, I am going to ask you once again: have you actually been tested?

It sounds as if you are seriously worrying yourself without knowing what the true situation is. Please see a doctor and get checked out properly so that you know what you are dealing with. It's very easy to panic about herpes but from your earlier posts, it's unclear whether you actually have the virus and I think you should establish your status so you can assess all the relevant levels of risk.