I have the best grandmother in the world. She passed at the age of 66. she was the only grandmother that i loved and respected and will always will. her death came as a shock to every one. i went to go see her as she was a sleep, her body would not move. she had a smile on her face witch i know they probley put that there but she had one. she passed last summer june 10th 2004. i still cry and still feel that some one has taken her away from me. we where just starting to get to know each other as adults. we would talk and spend time together and i would in joy every mintue of it. before she passed we where looking at picthers to gether and talking about them. all though they where all of rob (my bother) i did not care i just wanted her time and her love to be with me. i am 21 and i feel as though she left me and never will return. i hope i get to see her once again.

I know how you feel, even though my grandmothers passing was not out of the blue, she had had termanal 4 breast cancer for 5 years last year on Mothers day she passed in her sleep..Although i lived with her most of my life she and i truely never knew each other. I miss her so much. I never really told her how much i truely loved her... she was my light.. my stars in the sky.. I love her to this day and will always. She will always be in my heart.. and i will one day see her again. I am sorry for your loss. and i hope all is well with you ... she passed away knowing that people loved her .... i was 19 when she died

I guess i am doing better i will never forget her! and i told her all the time that i loved her i did not want her money i did not want her gifts i told her i go, i want your time i want you too spend time with me you know so we can get to know each other so by that time it was to late. she will and is my true friend!! i am sorry for you loss as well. why did you not talk to your grandmother? and my grandmother lived in Pa i live in NY well hope to hear from ya soon :wave:

My sister died when i was 10 and it still makes me shed a tear or more now and then, especially when its her birthday, i never know what to say to my parents, whatever i say it never seems right at that time of year.
They talk about her but i try not to get deeply involved in the conversation as i feel i cant show them how upset i get.

I am sorry for both your losses, i wish i could say it gets easier - it does a little but you never forget them and they will all ways be with you no matter what.

i just wanted to tell you that i am so happy you posted that. i wanted someone to tell me that it gets little easyer. i don't ever want to forget. she is my world and i will always lover her. i still have a grandmother and grandfather on the mom side but i don't care if they know it or not they will never compare to her and will not even come close to equaling up. but i do love them. thank you for your input every little bit helps. :angel: