well since the last time i said something i have surly read all of information that has been passed out...and even though i have not said much my prayers went out to each and everyone of you...well i got my insurance information and called and made an appt..with the hemotologist...its on oct 3 at 9am they called my doctor to ask if i could wait to see the dr he reconmended or if they could schedule me with someone else that has an earily date and he said for them to put me in as soon as they can..my question is does it mean that my endro.diabetic doctor already has seen my blood work and knows that i have lukemia...do they send you to hemotologist after they do the complete blood count and see that there is something there and that is why they send you to the hemotolgist..or it doesnt nessaryly mean i have luekima just that this is the type of specialist that need to comfirm it??? giggles..yeah yeah i know i trying to hang on to all hope that i can...the nurse was very sweet with me on the phone and said that they would give me somthing to help with my weakness and tireness..and not to worry...that she had blocked out a couple of hours with the doctor...which only made me worry..giggles..well enough rambaling ...love you all you unique and special ppl of the world...and can someone tell me if by they sending me and rushing the appt...does it means that there leaning towards me having lukemia just dont know what kind>??? smiles...well again by love you all and my prayers go out ever night for all of us...

I would guess that whatever your condition is, it is serious enough that they want you to be seen by a specialist but not so acute that you need to be immediately admitted into hospital.

Waiting is never easy. Good luck and keep your spirits up.

Jay