littleone101
02-28-2005, 06:52 PM
Hey all.
I just don't know what to do with myself right now so I figured I should post and just maybe someone will have some advice that I'll find supportive.
For the last few days I"ve been really hungry for some reason and I've been eating constantly it seems. I can't seem to stop myself. Its so frustrating. I don't know it is my medication or what. But its really frustrating. And I feel horrible right now because of it. I plan on going without any food for the next few days to make up for it. And I want to run to the bathroom right now and gag myself so I throw up. I hate this. So much.. I"m so frustrated with myself. I never eat like this. Ever. And I feel like I"m out of control. I can't even control my eating anymore. No.. I don't want to eat at all for the rest of the week. And I won't. And if I do I'll throw it up. I can't do this...
Sorry guys... this post made no sense.. but any advice or encouragment would be greatly appreciated.
~Mel
I just don't know what to do with myself right now so I figured I should post and just maybe someone will have some advice that I'll find supportive.
For the last few days I"ve been really hungry for some reason and I've been eating constantly it seems. I can't seem to stop myself. Its so frustrating. I don't know it is my medication or what. But its really frustrating. And I feel horrible right now because of it. I plan on going without any food for the next few days to make up for it. And I want to run to the bathroom right now and gag myself so I throw up. I hate this. So much.. I"m so frustrated with myself. I never eat like this. Ever. And I feel like I"m out of control. I can't even control my eating anymore. No.. I don't want to eat at all for the rest of the week. And I won't. And if I do I'll throw it up. I can't do this...
Sorry guys... this post made no sense.. but any advice or encouragment would be greatly appreciated.
~Mel

