Hey guys...I'm sure you've seen me around here from time to time. The last time I posted, I think it was was about losing my baby, and bf being a total unsupportive jerk. The time before that my Grandfather died...

Stuff just keeps piling on...recently I found out my sister was addicted to snorting Oxycontin, and was hospitalized for detox....

I've said I don't do well when I'm stressed...how much more am I supposed to take?

I was sick all this past week...I couldn't even get out of bed because I was basically delerious with a high fever...didn't eat much, lost a few pounds (it's starting to add up since Christmas). I'm back to work today, but I got this sinus problem and can't smell anything...thus I cannot taste my food. No appetite at this point...can't taste anyway. I feel like this is a big test or something...what a friggin joke.

I'm STILL doing what I have to...it's getting REALLY hard now. Just wanted to vent...I'd normally talk to my Mom, but she's got alot of other things going on. Thanks for listening.

Jenn

o jenn, im so sorry to hear about ur sister. and i do remember ur post mentioning ir b/f and baby, and once again im sorry!! i really dont know what to say...venting here is always a good thing and i do it all the time 2. so, u cant taste or smell nething? weird. i dont think its a big test or nething, maybe jus ta certain time of the yr the flu bug comes along..lol. who knows. is ur eating habits better? like, not including the sickness? i shure hope so!:)

SammYx0x0x