glad23
03-12-2005, 07:09 AM
im writing this for all the people, who are afraid to get tested:
its been a year, since i had sexual intercousre with a girl i did no know well. I had been seeing her for a month or so and beggan worrying about stds once i got this burning sensation in my penis that just wouldnt go. i got tested positive for mycroplasma and uroplasma.
A week later, i found out that this girl was a heroin addict. On a dailey basis. This freaked me out, since we had sex without a condom. I stopped seeing her immediately and in months to come, i had all sorts of hiv related symptoms that just wouldnt go off. Swolen glands (neck & armpit), i got pneumonia last december, i was feeling really weak, worn out, without appetite and i had herpes outbraks that wouldnt stop.
I was positive that i caught hiv and was planning my own funeral. I had really hard time dealing with this at uni and at work. Especially cause i kept this to myself.
Well, last week i decided to face reallity and got a blood test which turned out negative!!!!!
i feel i have been given a second chance and i have learned my lesson (the hard way).
I know how awfull it is to get a test when youre sure that you have hiv. I have been posponing the test for a year. Im really glad i overcame my fears and decided to accept the consequnce. I feel im really lucky, since that girl i was seiing was a drug addict and a bisexual, which put her at a high risk of infected people.
Do get tested, nothing is worse than being in doubt. Wait no more than 100 days after the last sexual intercourse.
its been a year, since i had sexual intercousre with a girl i did no know well. I had been seeing her for a month or so and beggan worrying about stds once i got this burning sensation in my penis that just wouldnt go. i got tested positive for mycroplasma and uroplasma.
A week later, i found out that this girl was a heroin addict. On a dailey basis. This freaked me out, since we had sex without a condom. I stopped seeing her immediately and in months to come, i had all sorts of hiv related symptoms that just wouldnt go off. Swolen glands (neck & armpit), i got pneumonia last december, i was feeling really weak, worn out, without appetite and i had herpes outbraks that wouldnt stop.
I was positive that i caught hiv and was planning my own funeral. I had really hard time dealing with this at uni and at work. Especially cause i kept this to myself.
Well, last week i decided to face reallity and got a blood test which turned out negative!!!!!
i feel i have been given a second chance and i have learned my lesson (the hard way).
I know how awfull it is to get a test when youre sure that you have hiv. I have been posponing the test for a year. Im really glad i overcame my fears and decided to accept the consequnce. I feel im really lucky, since that girl i was seiing was a drug addict and a bisexual, which put her at a high risk of infected people.
Do get tested, nothing is worse than being in doubt. Wait no more than 100 days after the last sexual intercourse.