I took one miligram of ativan at 8 last night, by 8:45 I was out until 6:30 this morning. Pain is minimal. May try to get a massage this afternoon to work out the achiness in my neck/shoulders/back. I am convinced if I can keep to a sleep schedule such as the one last night, I can beat this thing. I want to beat it desperately. I am the caretaker of this house, to my husband, child, and my sister who doesn't drive. I need to be well. This has to stop any which way I can get it. I am praying to Jesus for an Easter Miracle for myself and for all that suffer.