Hey , everyone....Well, here I am, its about six in the mornng, and I woke up way early, I guess because my brain knows I what I am about to go through. I am feeling a little different about things today, and I dont have the usual axeity, that comes with running out of pills. I just want this to be over with, and I am going CT starting now... The pain is kicking in, and here we go.....I need to make it to the other side...I need to make it through today.

I have CLONIDINE, and I was wondering if anyone knew how to take it properly. I just took one, and I took a 10mg valium as well.

I have a ton of valuim, and clonidne, and just about everything else....

Also, if i take the valuim for 3 days, i wont be hooked on it, will I...I dont really like the feeling, but i am welcoming, the relaxing of the axeity right now I can tell you that...

I will be here all day........Pray for me..........

Hang in there OXY!!!! I will be home pretty much all day too, so if you need me just give me a shout....
The clonidine and the valium will make you very sleepy, which is probably a good thing for today, tommorrow and Wednesday. They will make you weak, and it lowers your blood pressure, so it should alleviate the creepy crawlies, that everyone talks of....
I have never tried it, but many on the board have and found it to help TREMENDOUSLY!!!!
Good luck today, keep encouraging yourself, try to either sleep or stay occupied. Don't dwell, just go with the flow.
I am proud of you for making this big step today.....
You hang in there and i will check back in a few
I am a early riser too!!!
O.k. gotta get some more coffee
luv,
LISA

Hey lisa, holy **** i am starting to hurt....this is going to be tough....I took the clodidine, and the valuim at like 6 am...and it knocked me back out till now...I am sitting here, and I feel so hopeless....I read your other post, when i was talking about the methadone.....I think the reason, I dont want to do it, is because, I may be tempted to use while i am on it, because I havent had to go through the sickness....is that wierd....plus i dont want to be on it , really.....i want to be clean, and I may as well do it now...

But, on the other hand, I have jumped into this cold turkey thing, which always seems like a better idea, when your on the pills......lol.......

Tell me a bit about yourself.....how old are you, where area do you live in....I think you are clean, right.......or , well, i dont know actually....let me know...

Chris...