What does it mean when you get SOOO Angry that you are so close to blacking out. Then when you recover you feel so out of it like being in a fish bowl looking out at everyone?
I experience this often.. Everytime i am angry

I know anger/adrenaline raises your blood pressure.

Lynette ......... We express anger in two ways:
1. Ventilation (Blowing Up)
2. Internalization (Clamming Up)

Blowing up is energy wasted and used to tear up others.
Clamming up is energy wasted and used to tear up self.

It just sounds like you are tearing yourself up.

RL@

Have you checked with a Doctor about this - It could be a mild form of epilepsey- go to that forum and check it out.

wow never thought of that thanks ill check it out

I used to get that mad all the time-then I was put on zoloft 50mg and no more of those episodes! I have destroyed many relationships over it and now I can't afford to do that-married with 2 kids! good luck!