Does anyone get these strong feelings of aura's or scary feelings which is hard to explain?

Also I have a tendency to try to control them does anyone else try to?

I have heard of people trying to control them.

The aura you get can depend on where in the brain the seizures start. Fear is pretty typical in temporal lobe E...

With my first seizure, My neck was killing me and I felt ''weird'' so I was like I'm going to go lay down and I knew I was going away, if that makes sense! In other words I didn't have time to panic and I remember just everything just fading away.

With my second seizure (I believe 3months later), was the worse possible experience I have ever encountered. I had flashing like someone putting a strobe light right by my eye. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest so fast and I kept telling my self ''oh no not again no no ect. I called my mom and I told her I was ''scared'' and that i was seeing flashing'' she ran up the stairs like you wouldn't believe lolz. My father was rubbing my head and It calmed me down. I thought and they thought they could talk me out of the seizure. I woke up and I puked and There were like 10 people in my house!
The hospital took so long to give something to stop throwing up because there pharmacy was closed! I was in the hallway too didn't give me a room ethier. So during the day I was normal I remember I ate a rasberry slushie from the ice cream store and My family and I were watching 'the Mole' on a Wednesday night. lol sorry if i bored you my father is yelling at me to come eat dinner!! :wave: :wave:

p.s. Now I am on Lamictal, so far no more seizures. :rolleyes:

What really pissed me off is that my so called doctor said He didn't think it was a possibility I wouldn't have any more. I knew better! I feel like he jixed me or something... :wave: