GAH!! i HATE MY PARENTS!!! im a 1 year old guy and have NO PRIVACY WHAT SO EVER. My parents got divorced about 2 years ago and they always ***** and complain at eachother like its WW3, and my THREE sisters always put me down and blame me like its one huge cult against me. I used to live with my mom but shes SUCH A *****!!!!!! whenever i wasnt im my room she was going through everything...literally everything. one time i had a box with a lock on it and she SMASHED IT OPEN..only to reveal stuff like money, bank cards etc! i know every teenager bmust go through things liek this...BUT ITS JUST WRONG!! even my parents do the same thing as my sisters! they always ignore me and badmouth me and stuff. my dad used to get physical but he got that under control (it also helps that im bigger than him now) but i cant stand it anymore. sometimes i ust wish i could die and it'd be all over. This has all cause me to not have feelings anymore! its scary!! i barely feel love anymore, and im always either in a bad mood or depressed or w.e, and if someone gets hurt i just walk away and dont care. sorry for venting but i had to get it out somehow, and its not like i have anywhere to go and talk about it..(althought i do have to goto counciling cause of my psycho parents and i hate it COMPLETLEY)

hahaha OOPS!! i meant to say im a 14 year old guy! (lol, and i guess i seemed kinda crazy b4 didnt i)

Do you have any other family you could go live with? If not, you can move out when youre 16 if you get permission from your school and the courts. Sounds like you have a lotta sh*t to deal with. Totally sucks huh. My family life wasn't to great, just think, only a little while longer and you will be old enough to move away. After that you never have to talk to them again if you dont want to.

Man, im offending everybody. Well, im a kid 15, and the fact that your 14 and bigger than you dad, exlpains why he used to get phsyical. Because when he was a kid, he coudlent be. He's probably small and never got to so he took it out on you, anyway, i'd demand some privacy, bring it up, I mean im spoiled, i've 'argue'd' myself into having completele privacy, and the ability to ***** and be heard, for you? ur the guy here, if ur sisters break through your **** lock her in the closet, if ur dad gets violent, be violent. If your not being treated good, dont be good. Its like your being punched in a fight and not fighting back, just keep your space and if your mom goes through your ****, go thru hers. She opens your box? take 5 bucks. Set up the law system in your house, and gain some f****** respect allready, I have two older brothers and they f*** with me alot, but i've weiseled some ways to get them back, (i mean, every guys got his stash > http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif ) so hey! get some respect around the house, dont let anything walk all over you.

Dude, your not insane because of no feelings, from looking at gore pictures I HAVE no feeling, i was walking on the street next to stuy-town and some groupie of three middle aged chinese women were walking by(it was raining) and she tripped and fell into the fence, and LITERALLY her eyebrow came off, and flew and landed right infront of my feet, I just kept walking and chuckled, I dont know why anymore the second part, but..heh..anwyay. I think you should just establish the law in the house afterall you are the man of the house, and if that doesn't work, you can definatly get a 'big brother' type'v thing, and he'll do the controling work.

[This message has been edited by Solidben3 (edited 08-24-2003).]