Not a great day.... this morning started out ok, only took the recommended amount of the metabolism pills and ate a healthy breakfast but by lunchtime all the anxiety about eating came back up again and I couldn't do it. I got forced into eating and then went and purged. I'm sick of it. Sick of the cycle and sick of me.

It's a cycle because the purging makesyou hungry again then you eat again,purge,get hungry,eat purge.Your body wants some food--let some stay.I know--I do it too but the cycle will always continue if you throw up your food all the time. The body will constantly fight you until you give it some nutrition.