kiraannewife
05-18-2005, 04:18 PM
i check for cats before bed and though the day to make sure there ok I clean the cofffie area masively all kichen and bathrooms must be starle with bleach or it's not clean even if it's and antibackterial soap and lysal is something that has to be used or it's not clean if someone messes up these areas or moves things where I don't want them I get mad and get mean over it if u ask me for something while i'm cleaning or ask to use the tolet while cleaning the room u get yelled at . the med I'm on makes this less but it's still bad before i would think about doing harm to thoughs that did these things not now I just yell at them or i have bad dreams and hit my husband for whats in my dreams thats mesed up or just don't sleep at all till things look the way I want them. do some of u feel this way. :rolleyes:
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yfguitarist
05-18-2005, 04:51 PM
I get extremely angry with people that unknowingly are making me mad, and for little reasons. I'm not on meds or anything.
kiraannewife
05-18-2005, 05:16 PM
it's scary my fear is that what I'm on will stop working alltoger and not be able to get something else to help I had to fine a way for help it was so bad that my family could harly live with me and anxiaty was so bad I almost past out thankfuly my hubby is suportive he unerstands because he has bi polar and is on med. to the pont he can't work I hope u get help it can and is devasating and it only seems to get worse for me I hope not for u thanks for talking to me about this. :angel:
yfguitarist
05-18-2005, 10:32 PM
You're welcome, that's good that you have your husband that understands you. I hope I get the help that I need too, I just need to speak up... I hope things get better for you, too! :)