I never thought I would make it this far, and every day is still a struggle. I feel a lot better, still low on energy, and the mental adjustment is the hardest of all. I got a migrane last night- worse than I have had before. I went into the ER this morning because I could not stand the pain, and I told the dr. that I have just recovered from a lortab addiction and even though they are the only thing that helps my pain, I did not want any. I asked him to give me something a little less strong to take the edge off, and told him I did not want a prescription. I took two tylenol 3's and went home. They did take the edge off a bit, my head still hurts, but I am sooo proud of myself! It would have been so easy to rationalize taking 1 or 2 lortabs and going home, but I know that would have just opened the door for me to start abusing again. I will happily deal with the pain of my migrane, knowing I was strong enough to stay away from the lortabs. I hope my energy will return soon - it is better and better each day, so I know I'll get there eventually, I just have to be patient. I just want to say thanks to all of you also - I couldn't have done it without this board. I don't post all that much, but I do read the board regularly and it makes it so much easier to know that you are all here, and that it is possible to get my life back. :)

You deserve a huge pat on the back. Keep up the good work!

That is great news and congrats. I know exactly what you were feeling. Last night I was minding my own business and BAM! I found a pill. I stared at it for almost 5 minutes. I am on day 7 today. It is amazing how much you rationalize when put into that situation. Well, I gave it to my wife with a smile and walked away. End of story. She was SOOOOO happy and after a few hours, so was I . i woke up this morning with a huge smile on my face. Every day is a learning experience.

lilyprincess--Good job!! I know it's tought when you legitimately need the meds-that's when you see what you're made of!! You admitted it to the ER dr-you're onthe right track!! Congrats and keep up the good work!!

Meddguy--Congrats to you also--I'm happy for you!! You had the opportunity and you turned it down. You are strong--and should be proud!!(I'll bet your wife is too!) Keep smiling!!
HappyElf

I never thought I would make it this far, and every day is still a struggle. I feel a lot better, still low on energy, and the mental adjustment is the hardest of all. I got a migrane last night- worse than I have had before. I went into the ER this morning because I could not stand the pain, and I told the dr. that I have just recovered from a lortab addiction and even though they are the only thing that helps my pain, I did not want any. I asked him to give me something a little less strong to take the edge off, and told him I did not want a prescription. I took two tylenol 3's and went home. They did take the edge off a bit, my head still hurts, but I am sooo proud of myself! It would have been so easy to rationalize taking 1 or 2 lortabs and going home, but I know that would have just opened the door for me to start abusing again. I will happily deal with the pain of my migrane, knowing I was strong enough to stay away from the lortabs. I hope my energy will return soon - it is better and better each day, so I know I'll get there eventually, I just have to be patient. I just want to say thanks to all of you also - I couldn't have done it without this board. I don't post all that much, but I do read the board regularly and it makes it so much easier to know that you are all here, and that it is possible to get my life back. :)

YOU DID THE RIGHT THING> YOU SHOULD BE VERY PROUD OF YOURSELF,
I AM SURE IT WAS HARD TO RESIST. :bouncing: