I have been addict for 20 plus years. I am going away on Wed to stay at a friends cottage on the cape. I plan on going to meetings, and was hoping someone out the could lead me in the right direction. Any input would be of great help.

need more info like what are you addicted too?

Lets see I love oxys the stonger the better, I have been doing 80mgs for 6 months. I basically will take any narcotic. I have never done heroin (if i had i would be dead ). I don't drink oh and then theres cocaine which has been a constant compainion, a love hate relatonship. And I am sick to death of it all so for me its get clean and deal with my life or die

A familiar scenario. I felt like I could never get clean either, but suboxone gave me my life back. Sounds like you may benefit from it as well. It will help you to get yourself together without the constant craving for opiates and you can figure out your next move.