pianofreak
06-20-2005, 05:02 PM
Hello everyone,
I haven't been here for a while. How's everyone?
I have just finished an opera summer program. I had a lot of fun but now I'm feeling a little sad--I miss everyone in the program and, most of all, I've had a cuddling/sleeping night with a singer who I like very much. I don't think he has the same feeling towards me and I've been thinking about him so much that it bother my work. I'm freaked out because everytime I meet a guy that I like I can't control myself from thinking/dreaming about the person and anticipating in my head that what may happen. This completely scares me--does that mean I will never enjoy relationships? I can't seem to be a good partner because most of the time my mind wanders in space.
What can I do? I feel lonely. Can anyone help me?
I haven't been here for a while. How's everyone?
I have just finished an opera summer program. I had a lot of fun but now I'm feeling a little sad--I miss everyone in the program and, most of all, I've had a cuddling/sleeping night with a singer who I like very much. I don't think he has the same feeling towards me and I've been thinking about him so much that it bother my work. I'm freaked out because everytime I meet a guy that I like I can't control myself from thinking/dreaming about the person and anticipating in my head that what may happen. This completely scares me--does that mean I will never enjoy relationships? I can't seem to be a good partner because most of the time my mind wanders in space.
What can I do? I feel lonely. Can anyone help me?

