DarkChange
06-24-2005, 08:32 AM
Okay guys ill just keep this short...I have never ever had anxiety attacks before in my life until about 2 months ago and I have never had any medical problems, besides small fevers and stuff. Ok so then when I had those anxiety attacks it was for I dont know what reason...I was just sitting on the toilet and I started having some kind of a panic attack, from there on I was in hell for a whole month making my parents go to the ER 3 times and constantly thinking that I was about to have a stroke, cardiac arrest, MS, Parkinsons Disease, ALS and the list goes on, it tottaly messed me up just knowing that theses disease exist...
Anyways I told my neuro my main symptoms such as my whole body feeling really heavy at times and I also start shaking and I feel like about to collapse because my body was so heavy, and my throat felt like it was about to slip down my throat and I had to gag a little it was crazy...this stuff was going on constantly everyday and I had a very very bad case of depersonalization for a while, I litteraly felt like I felt into some kinda of a coma but I could still do what I want to...like I was gone away from everyone fearing that im about to lose myself.
The doc gave me 10mg of amitriptyline to take before bed because I keep waking up everyday with really bad tension headaches and nauseating eye pain (when moving them.) I cant take them yet though because I still have to finish my poison (antibiotic, I just call it that because it makes me feel like im drunk and it gives me really bad problems.)
I guess I wrote this message to say hello because hopefully I can get lots of great info and tips from everyone and share some stories and stuff because now im one of you guys too and I would love to get rid of this...so how do you guys cope? Is your guy's disorder worse than mine or am I a tottal wreck?
Please respond and thanks. :cool:
Anyways I told my neuro my main symptoms such as my whole body feeling really heavy at times and I also start shaking and I feel like about to collapse because my body was so heavy, and my throat felt like it was about to slip down my throat and I had to gag a little it was crazy...this stuff was going on constantly everyday and I had a very very bad case of depersonalization for a while, I litteraly felt like I felt into some kinda of a coma but I could still do what I want to...like I was gone away from everyone fearing that im about to lose myself.
The doc gave me 10mg of amitriptyline to take before bed because I keep waking up everyday with really bad tension headaches and nauseating eye pain (when moving them.) I cant take them yet though because I still have to finish my poison (antibiotic, I just call it that because it makes me feel like im drunk and it gives me really bad problems.)
I guess I wrote this message to say hello because hopefully I can get lots of great info and tips from everyone and share some stories and stuff because now im one of you guys too and I would love to get rid of this...so how do you guys cope? Is your guy's disorder worse than mine or am I a tottal wreck?
Please respond and thanks. :cool:

