beck12
07-05-2005, 01:41 AM
Just looking for a little lift - or a good vent on feeling like I'm always waiting for something.... Af, ewcm, a dip in temp, any funny feelings, etc. Half the time I'm sure I'm convincing myself that I feel things that aren't there.
I used cm as bc for over a decade before ttc, and now it seems I feel less in touch w/ my body than ever - and I'm on cd23 and have already been scrutinizing everything - every little twinge, checking my breast to see if they're sore - lol - as if I won't know if THAT happens :jester: ... anyway - just looking to laugh a little at myself & keep some good humor in hopes that I may feel a little less nerotic if there are others out there in my same boat :D
Come on admit it - I'm not the only one without any patience around here - I know it! ;)
BEst wishes on your journey & baby dust to us all!!!!!!!! Thanks for listening
I used cm as bc for over a decade before ttc, and now it seems I feel less in touch w/ my body than ever - and I'm on cd23 and have already been scrutinizing everything - every little twinge, checking my breast to see if they're sore - lol - as if I won't know if THAT happens :jester: ... anyway - just looking to laugh a little at myself & keep some good humor in hopes that I may feel a little less nerotic if there are others out there in my same boat :D
Come on admit it - I'm not the only one without any patience around here - I know it! ;)
BEst wishes on your journey & baby dust to us all!!!!!!!! Thanks for listening
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Jordyn
07-05-2005, 03:58 PM
I can soooo relate!!! After thinking the word baby and instantly becoming pregnant with #1 we are now working way to hard to get #2. I am always watching for signs of everything...ovulation, implantation, pregnancy and af. My body, when trying not to conceive seemed so normal and routine and now...it's like an alien has landed!!!!
I wonder if the stress we put ourselves under ttc just makes everything weird and out of wack.
Here's to hoping we all meet soon on the pregie board and that our bodies soon cooperate with what our hearts and minds want!!!
I wonder if the stress we put ourselves under ttc just makes everything weird and out of wack.
Here's to hoping we all meet soon on the pregie board and that our bodies soon cooperate with what our hearts and minds want!!!
JustDance
07-05-2005, 04:59 PM
Oh yes! I totally relate to all you've both said. Since I got pg right away in Jan (unfortunately it was ectopic) and I KNEW last time just by little things way before the bfp. But now ttc again (1st baby), last month I absolutely convinced myself I was pg, but AF was just a day late.
Right now my boobs are tender and hoping for a bfp soon, currently on cd24. I'm excited and hopeful, and yes...waiting! Arg. Of course, once I get the bfp, the next hurdle will be getting it in the right place :) Nothing I can do about that but pray.
Right now my boobs are tender and hoping for a bfp soon, currently on cd24. I'm excited and hopeful, and yes...waiting! Arg. Of course, once I get the bfp, the next hurdle will be getting it in the right place :) Nothing I can do about that but pray.
weepyone
07-05-2005, 07:57 PM
Thanks for making me lol you cheered me up i too have become obsessive checking for signs for everything from af to o to implantation, driving myself crazy. Lets hope we all have good news this month. I am glad i am not alone thanks :)
beck12
07-05-2005, 11:32 PM
Well - I think we all just need to be able to laugh at ourselves & learn to lighten up on the process perhaps. I guess I'm just very excited that after my m/c in Mar, dh wants to try again & I am very hopeful every month, even when I seemingly feel nothing unusual. Thanks for helping me feel so normal & I'm so glad to have such an informative place to come to where I know others are just as neurotic as me ;)
-Beck
-Beck
MJCota
07-07-2005, 10:44 PM
I should let my mother know I'm not the only one lol. She seems to think that I need to come down and stop making myself crazy. Which I do agree, but I'm not alone!! I am the same way, check my breast for tenderness (more then usual before af) light bleeding..and sooo on. I was so bad last month I spend tons of money on pg test and I even went into depression for about a week before telling myself there is always next month. So this month, I'm having some symptoms, so my husband said to take the test -- but af won't arrive till the 15th. I'm so happy to know he's so involved in the pregnancy, he even reads my pregnancy book so he can be prepared for when we finally do get blessed. But he has gotten worst then me. I have been having tender breast, upset tummy, dull cramps, gas, dizzyness and he's like jumping up and down "You're pregnant, you're pregnant" so needless to say he is no help :p
Baby dust to everyone! you are in my prayers :angel:
Baby dust to everyone! you are in my prayers :angel: