zeppelin420
08-01-2005, 02:38 AM
Cannabis Indica has sent me into a permanent state of delusional psychosis. I should of listened to the govt's propaganda I suppose. Luckily I have yet to run over any children on bicycles, pulling out of a mcdonalds drive thru, or ive yet to impregnate my 14 year old girl while being under the incapacitating, "high" of this evil, manipulative drug. However i feel a tragic event of the magnitude mentioned above is somewhat unavoidable due to my current state of mind. Maybe I am just in need of a little more religion?? Atleast That is what my evangelist ex girlfriend said when she left me last week. I do not know if i can continue on in this life. I feel i am on edge, very close to turning out the forever lights. I also have painfully obsessive, reoccurring thoughts of when i voted for George W. Bush last november. I cannot get them out of my head. Someone plz help me, for i just dont know what to do with myself. I just dont know what to do with myself...
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Brenygirl
08-01-2005, 09:16 AM
I think the bet thing to do would be to see a doctor. They can best help you. I would not put this off do it right away! Make sure you tell the doctor exactly how you are feeling. You can always go to the ER and see a doctor there. Feelings of turning the lights out forever are not good. There are many people who love you and care for you. Go to the doctor right away!
I will be praying for you,
~Breny
I will be praying for you,
~Breny
Amberay
08-01-2005, 10:28 AM
My anxiety was drug enduced after taking some acid as a teen. I felt the effects for weeks until I couldnt take it anymore, I thought I was nuts! After I told my parents what was happening to me, they took me to the doctor. That's when I was put on Paxil and I've been on it since. Don't be afraid to see a doctor and tell him\her what has been going on, they can help. Take this as a learning experience. Drugs can have long term effects. You will be okay! :angel: