Wendy88
08-24-2005, 11:00 PM
hi all -
im new to this particular board... I have had GERD for years now...
Im 30 and need endoscopies every 4 years....#3 is on the 8th of Sept.
when i was in my 20's I partied a lot, which i think helped bring on GERD...sometimes I even blame myself for getting GERD, not really logical since my mom, grandmother and sister all have it (my sisters symptoms started at the same age as mine did.) Anyhow when this first happened I had to be on a very strict diet for 9 months to heal my espophagus (this was @ 4 years ago)....which I took very seriously.
anyhow- my symptoms are usually under control w/ meds. In fact, all Ive ever really suffered from is the lump feeling in the throat...rarely actual burning reflux. The feeling was gone for a long time, but it's back. Now, Im nervous for my endoscopy. Im terrified of getting barretts esophagus etc. I try to take care of myself (i just quit coffee 3 weeks ago)... but I do drink @ once a week (my doctor does not like this)...but I still want to live my life. Of course, I dont want something to be wrong and then I'll once again feel like I did it to myself. anyone else grapple with these feelings?
any kind word are appreciated so I dont worry too much! Im a HUGE worry wart. as some of you know, anxiety exaserbates the fullness in the throat!
Thanks so much!
:)
im new to this particular board... I have had GERD for years now...
Im 30 and need endoscopies every 4 years....#3 is on the 8th of Sept.
when i was in my 20's I partied a lot, which i think helped bring on GERD...sometimes I even blame myself for getting GERD, not really logical since my mom, grandmother and sister all have it (my sisters symptoms started at the same age as mine did.) Anyhow when this first happened I had to be on a very strict diet for 9 months to heal my espophagus (this was @ 4 years ago)....which I took very seriously.
anyhow- my symptoms are usually under control w/ meds. In fact, all Ive ever really suffered from is the lump feeling in the throat...rarely actual burning reflux. The feeling was gone for a long time, but it's back. Now, Im nervous for my endoscopy. Im terrified of getting barretts esophagus etc. I try to take care of myself (i just quit coffee 3 weeks ago)... but I do drink @ once a week (my doctor does not like this)...but I still want to live my life. Of course, I dont want something to be wrong and then I'll once again feel like I did it to myself. anyone else grapple with these feelings?
any kind word are appreciated so I dont worry too much! Im a HUGE worry wart. as some of you know, anxiety exaserbates the fullness in the throat!
Thanks so much!
:)

