Last year I had and abnormal pap. Then three months later abnormal again. Then after a colopscy (sp) there was nothing there, then three monts later a normal pap. This time 4 mothns later a result of squamous cells of unknown origin... Is that bad or cancer. I am suppoesd to go for a cunsultation and they already said that a leep is next. Do I now have cancer? I am so scared, Is it normal to have a consultation? Please someone enlighten me. I am already so stressed with all this waiting. Oh, yes, I have the high risk HPV virus,Christine