helpmeme
10-09-2005, 04:18 PM
Hello last week. I went to a night club, where I used illegal drugs. 5 days ago, i had an operation on my leg where i got put out completely and was on paint killers 3 days prio to going out also.
During the end of the night i thought everyone was lookin at me, and out to get me, hurt me in some way, i grew paranoid, then on the way home, i thought people were following us in the car on the way home to my m8s house. Then at his house, i was with 8 m8s ive known for 9 months, then i felt they wanted to kill me and was going to, and i was being held hostage, i made an excuse i need to go home and they let me..
Now i can't trust them, i saw 2 of them 2 days l8r, but iwas too worried, and went home. I can't trust them, Im confused with what has happend to me, and if i will get over this state, what i should do regarding trusting them again?
thanks for your help
im 17. male
During the end of the night i thought everyone was lookin at me, and out to get me, hurt me in some way, i grew paranoid, then on the way home, i thought people were following us in the car on the way home to my m8s house. Then at his house, i was with 8 m8s ive known for 9 months, then i felt they wanted to kill me and was going to, and i was being held hostage, i made an excuse i need to go home and they let me..
Now i can't trust them, i saw 2 of them 2 days l8r, but iwas too worried, and went home. I can't trust them, Im confused with what has happend to me, and if i will get over this state, what i should do regarding trusting them again?
thanks for your help
im 17. male

