Hey everyone.. I haven't posted in a while. Stuff has been weird. But I have to say that I feel like I've had my rock bottom moment. Well maybe not rock bottom.. more like I just landed on a ledge and could see rock bottom from there and didn't want to get to it. I realized that I was sick and tired of self-destructing. My eating has been much, much better since then because I have actually been trying and staying vigilant. It's a nice feeling. Though I know that I've been in this good place before and it's not very hard to fall back down. I still miss my ED. So I started the intensive outpatient program at an eating disorder center. It's four hours a day, four days a week. We do dinner there as well as a lot of different therapy groups. I hope that it will help me stay motivated and supported in case I feel myself slipping.

But anyways, I am hanging in there and I hope you are all doing well too.

;) :D I know I can speak for everyone when I say "I am so glad! Congratulations!" :) :wave: :wave: :wave: :)