I have had bad things happen in the past ( about 3 yrs ago) that I think most people would be able to get over like my ex hanging my over a 2nd story balcony, stealing my car, force himself on me, (playfully) pull a knife on me. I also had a cancer scare, got into a bad car accident, lost scholarship to college, and had to have my gallbladder removed / liver worked on. I was 19 or so. Now I feel like I still just cant handle life. I wouldnt say im depressed but I feel like I cant do it. I see images of that period in time (good or bad) and I start to cry. I feel like everything is piling up and I wont ever be able to get beyond my past... I have know idea if this is post traumatic stress or I'm going crazy or what. My doctor put me on klonopin and i tried to do weird things like I tried to jab a thumb tack in my hand at work cause I couldnt handle it. Is there any help? I dont know what to do, I worry all the time.