mrsfazz
10-27-2005, 08:18 AM
Hi my name is Casey and I am new to this board. I am having a really rough time right now with this whole infertilty thing. My husband and I have been together 10 years and trying for 5 years. I am 25 now and wanted to already have my children. I had half my cervix removed due to a type of cancer. I have PCOS and endomitrious too. Now my period is so messed up. I am always on time every month and now it is like every 3 months and hardly not at all. I had 14 different surgeries which caused me to lose 30lbs since June so I am way under weight which is probably the reason my periods are all messed up.
I push my feelings so far down and make myself believe I am fine and then break down like I am now. I have been lucky enough to have gone in with 3 friends to help delivery there little miracles! I just feel so down. I have never wanting anything more than to have my husband's child! I haven't lost hope and I have 3 animals who are getting lots of love from me cuz they are now my children. Thanks for listening it is nice to know I am not the only one!
I push my feelings so far down and make myself believe I am fine and then break down like I am now. I have been lucky enough to have gone in with 3 friends to help delivery there little miracles! I just feel so down. I have never wanting anything more than to have my husband's child! I haven't lost hope and I have 3 animals who are getting lots of love from me cuz they are now my children. Thanks for listening it is nice to know I am not the only one!

