I'm sorry when I asked for support I didn't type back much, I was VERY angry at the world!! I let it pass, remembered the words of the auther that wrote the book "A million little peices" and just held on tight for dear life and his promice it WILL pass, and it did!!!!!!!!! All the support on this board helped and was my sole support system!! I see so many people on here do miracles!! I want this too! You guys are great and this is one hell of a support board!! I have a sore throat and I think a lil bug comming on but it's soooooo much better than the drugs and WD. I can deal with this. I am so much happier today and anyone out there looking at this wondering if you can do it too, just hang in there no matter how bad it feels and I promice it will get better! Keep reading even if you feel too bad to type back, you will later. just the biggest Thank you EVER!! to all the supporters on here! Kim

Good job.......just remeber you didnt use just a little, so you werent gonna detox just a little............very funny i read your thread, I watched Oprah the other day......never heard of the book, opened your thread and since her show every where i turn there is the name of that book,and i am a big one on SIGNS, so i will take this as another SIGN and will go but the book tomorrow, i was clean 2 years ago for about a year, after 6vyears of a very big perc habit, went cold turkey with the help of NA, decided to go back out and get involved with the oc AND I WILL SAY NO MORE, unable to detox from a 900mg a day habit so i titrated down to 50nmg and had to jump on the methadone program, it is helping so far,plan to get off and go onto the sub in a few months, I am in the medical field so it has been very hard this time, do no go back out trust me when i say it is harder to get clean each time, I am staying on a very low dose of methadone and plan to stay there even if it leaves me haging a little, every one has there thoughts on getting clean but we all have to do what we can to get off drugs never in a million years did i think i would end up here, but i am,,,,,,,,,,,,,taking one day at a time and just holding on............congrats and keep it up, dont use no mkatter what.......CHRISTINE