hi :) just felt like sharing this with you guys cos it's made me feel so much better. i have been really struggling with one of my language classes at college and all my other classes are more important.. so i've skipped my language lessons for a few weeks (mainly cos they're at 9am and i sometimes feel too awful to get out of bed :yawn: ) i turned up today and my tutor wasn't too impressed and asked to see me afterwards..she asked me if everything was ok n asked if i was having any personal problems.. gosh, some people are so nosy! i managed to spit it out that i have an eating disorder n she immediately asked me if i was bulimic.. i kinda hesitated, but said that i was n she told me that she had struggled with it too, and we chatted for about 1/2 an hour about it.. how random, i barely know her really, and it is so refreshing when you speak to someone who has been through it. i have my therapist, but it's different when talking to her, cos it's in such a formal way, well.. kind of..but very different from talking to someone else with an e.d.
something positive like this has come at just the right time, cos i've had a few nightmare weeks, and sometimes just little things helps you to keep the desire to keep on fighting
x x x lilly x x x :wave: