sammieP
03-06-2006, 06:12 PM
According to my temps and the rise i ovulated 3 days ago.
Today has been a real hard day for me, i have gained 3lbs (not a lot but i am 1.4st heavier than i was 2years ago) my slimming world advisor said i have to pull my finger out or give up, i decided to give up and do it on my own at home.
The little old man i look after rang me 1hr after i got in from work and wanted me to go round and see his dog as she was sick, i had just done a 12hr shift mopping up dog pee etc and he thinks i have time for him, my husband seems to think that i have no time for him but in reality i have no time for me let alone anyone else (selfish i know), we are in the process of moving house and so i have to pack everything and clean everything, i have 1 full time job and 2/3 part time jobs, we have been TTC now for 2 years and i feel its time to let things go, to give up and admit defeat :(
I am tired, grumpy, emotional, i want to sleep, id like a baby but i dont see that i have any time.Good luck to you all and one day i may even be here again informing you of a bfp but for now i have had enough, i can no longer struggle :rolleyes: .
This is really to say goodbye to all those people who helped me and supported me, may you all get those bfp you deserve, i will endevour to give you all support but for me the battle is lost, fertility clinic for the last time in April i will keep you all updated.
Thanx for letting me vent
Goodbye my TTC friends and i do hope your lives are filled with the sounds of tiny feet soon :)
:wave:
Today has been a real hard day for me, i have gained 3lbs (not a lot but i am 1.4st heavier than i was 2years ago) my slimming world advisor said i have to pull my finger out or give up, i decided to give up and do it on my own at home.
The little old man i look after rang me 1hr after i got in from work and wanted me to go round and see his dog as she was sick, i had just done a 12hr shift mopping up dog pee etc and he thinks i have time for him, my husband seems to think that i have no time for him but in reality i have no time for me let alone anyone else (selfish i know), we are in the process of moving house and so i have to pack everything and clean everything, i have 1 full time job and 2/3 part time jobs, we have been TTC now for 2 years and i feel its time to let things go, to give up and admit defeat :(
I am tired, grumpy, emotional, i want to sleep, id like a baby but i dont see that i have any time.Good luck to you all and one day i may even be here again informing you of a bfp but for now i have had enough, i can no longer struggle :rolleyes: .
This is really to say goodbye to all those people who helped me and supported me, may you all get those bfp you deserve, i will endevour to give you all support but for me the battle is lost, fertility clinic for the last time in April i will keep you all updated.
Thanx for letting me vent
Goodbye my TTC friends and i do hope your lives are filled with the sounds of tiny feet soon :)
:wave:
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coldrain
03-06-2006, 09:39 PM
Oh, Sammie, don't give up! You are very strong, stronger than you know. There's always hope. On other hand, life is so full of irony that I won't be surprised if you decided to give up and would get pregnant all of a sudden! Whatever you decide I wish you the best of luck!!!!! And loads of baby dust!
Hugs and warm thoughts, ColdRain
Hugs and warm thoughts, ColdRain
teacherintexas
03-06-2006, 11:41 PM
You'll be pregnant in less than three months! It always seems to happen that way. Best wishes, and I hope you get some calm days coming your way!
CRR0908
03-07-2006, 02:29 AM
Sammie-I have to agree with the other ladies. You're a strong person and always have great advice and support for all of us. I bet you'll be pregnant in no time. :bouncing:
bronicagirl
03-07-2006, 10:33 AM
Oh Sammie,(((hugs)))
Im so sorry you feel like this, i felt like it several times, last time being after my 4th m/c.
Why not take a day or two break from charting, and see how you feel. Or maybe a month or two break. Please dont give up entirely, you have come so far, i remember when you werent ovulating at all and look at you now.
You will get a bfp one day in sure (((hugs)))
I really was ready to chuck it all in last time, but i 'gave it one last go', and now im 9w 5d, with betas suggesting possable twins. If it happened to me then im sure it will happen to you as well. :)
Anyway if you do decide to give up then i fully understand why, and like the others said you might then get a suprise bfp anyhow.
Some of my internet friends got bfp when on a 2 month charting/trying break.
Goodluck honey,
love and hugs from Debs x
Im so sorry you feel like this, i felt like it several times, last time being after my 4th m/c.
Why not take a day or two break from charting, and see how you feel. Or maybe a month or two break. Please dont give up entirely, you have come so far, i remember when you werent ovulating at all and look at you now.
You will get a bfp one day in sure (((hugs)))
I really was ready to chuck it all in last time, but i 'gave it one last go', and now im 9w 5d, with betas suggesting possable twins. If it happened to me then im sure it will happen to you as well. :)
Anyway if you do decide to give up then i fully understand why, and like the others said you might then get a suprise bfp anyhow.
Some of my internet friends got bfp when on a 2 month charting/trying break.
Goodluck honey,
love and hugs from Debs x
lilalegna
03-07-2006, 11:04 AM
Sammie, Maybe a break is what you need to recharge your spirits, dont give up entirely! Hang in there! my thoughts are with you.
Angie
Angie
sammieP
03-07-2006, 01:36 PM
Well, i have just booked a weekend away, not with the hubby though just with a friend to chill out, just 3 days but of girlie fun, no temping, no checking cp/cm, no work and no little old man so im feeling ok, kind of positive that a break is what i need and just by booking this short break i all ready feel relaxed. Dh says its what i need, he has hidden my book 'Taking Charge Of Your Fertility' so i cant keep looking up stuff, he has threatened taking away my o scope and my thermometer but i said 1 step at a time :)
Its also helped knowing i have the support of you girls, all ways spurring me on ;)
I think once we have moved into the new house and things have become less stressful i will start ttc again but im going to have a bit of fun now, and im confident that when i am less stressed and my body feels im ready i will get a bfp.
Thankyou all you really dont know how great you all are, thanx for being good friens ;)
Sam xxx
Its also helped knowing i have the support of you girls, all ways spurring me on ;)
I think once we have moved into the new house and things have become less stressful i will start ttc again but im going to have a bit of fun now, and im confident that when i am less stressed and my body feels im ready i will get a bfp.
Thankyou all you really dont know how great you all are, thanx for being good friens ;)
Sam xxx
sammieP
03-14-2006, 04:58 PM
Just to update you all - AF came today and so the break is officially on, im quite happy really, we move next Friday and so once we are in the new house and we are all settled we will try again.
My fertility appointment has been moved to the 10th April but i am out of the country and so now i have to wait until 19th June which has annoyed me as id have liked to have got on with the ivf in June/July as predicted by them so now i have to wait until the end of this year :( but its probrably a good thing, i dont know, either way im having 1-2months off and we shall go from there.
Just to wish you all luck and i will keep you all updated :)
My fertility appointment has been moved to the 10th April but i am out of the country and so now i have to wait until 19th June which has annoyed me as id have liked to have got on with the ivf in June/July as predicted by them so now i have to wait until the end of this year :( but its probrably a good thing, i dont know, either way im having 1-2months off and we shall go from there.
Just to wish you all luck and i will keep you all updated :)
layla=
03-15-2006, 09:50 AM
Hi sammie,
just wanted to say that i am with you, last summer i had to take break from it all, ttc just wasnt fun anymore and causing so much more stress than necessary, i came back around xmas and am just getting back into it all properly, and i am much more relaxed about the whole thing. I hope you Have a lovely break and i look forward to seeing you here again soon when you are much happier.
Good luck
Layla
just wanted to say that i am with you, last summer i had to take break from it all, ttc just wasnt fun anymore and causing so much more stress than necessary, i came back around xmas and am just getting back into it all properly, and i am much more relaxed about the whole thing. I hope you Have a lovely break and i look forward to seeing you here again soon when you are much happier.
Good luck
Layla
lbp35
03-15-2006, 12:42 PM
Please don't give up. It took me a year and a half and one round of clomid for a bfp. We had just started seeing a fertility specialist and I had no idea I was already pregnant! My chest hurt and I thought it was from the clomid. Other than that I did not feel pg. I didn't plan on the clomid even working for me! Maybe if you take a little break and relax it will happen.Don't give up on your dream though!!!!!It will happen.Good luck!