meljo
03-15-2006, 09:23 AM
As most of you know my husband is bp.... on meds for 15months now....
He seemed to be doing so well.. now Ive found out that he has been lying for quite some time about the stupidest stuff..
so I confronted him on it and of couse he shuts down... and says he cant help it.... He spends money that we dont have and forgets to tell me .. untill I see the money missing on my online bank.. so when I say something he just clams up....
I am so tired....just tired of the constant "baby sitting"... always waiting for the next shoe to drop.. and it always does...
He also lost his job a while ago.. so has he been out looking for another one...NO.... and now I sit her and wonder how am I going to pay 200 for his meds in less then 10days???..
I pray and pray and I know god has a plan for me... but Iam loosing hope...
thank you all for listening
Meljo
He seemed to be doing so well.. now Ive found out that he has been lying for quite some time about the stupidest stuff..
so I confronted him on it and of couse he shuts down... and says he cant help it.... He spends money that we dont have and forgets to tell me .. untill I see the money missing on my online bank.. so when I say something he just clams up....
I am so tired....just tired of the constant "baby sitting"... always waiting for the next shoe to drop.. and it always does...
He also lost his job a while ago.. so has he been out looking for another one...NO.... and now I sit her and wonder how am I going to pay 200 for his meds in less then 10days???..
I pray and pray and I know god has a plan for me... but Iam loosing hope...
thank you all for listening
Meljo
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mudhound
03-16-2006, 08:08 PM
Boy, do i know how you feel. It's a test of wills sometimes. Will I have this or will we be able to do that or will whatever.
It's hard as hades.
It's hard as hades.
Ruth6:11
03-16-2006, 08:40 PM
Meljo, are you SURE he is still taking his meds????
Ruth
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Ruth
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meljo
03-17-2006, 10:29 AM
yes absolutely...everynight right in front of me... I just think he needs an ajustment or something.l...He is sooooooooooooo down right now... thanks ruth