maddie9
03-27-2006, 11:06 AM
Hi
I'm back again because I don't think I'm ever going to get better. My anxiety is at an all time high. I can't go any where because as soon as I do I feel like I can't breathe. In the car is a nightmare, I have to talk to myself to try and rationalise what is happening to me. I've been the docs but there is a six months waiting list for psychological help and I've had enough. I'm at a crucial time in my life, professionally and I'm frightened I won't be able to complete what needs doing. My whole familyis suffering. I am so low right now, please tell me it will get better and that you too have been through this. My back is so sore from the over breathing and I tremble from within, I feel like I'm losing my mind. I've tried breathing exercises but this makes it worsde because the more I focus on my breathing the worse it gets. I can't eat anything without bloating which makes my breathing even worse. I am in nightmare that I can't wake up from!!
I'm back again because I don't think I'm ever going to get better. My anxiety is at an all time high. I can't go any where because as soon as I do I feel like I can't breathe. In the car is a nightmare, I have to talk to myself to try and rationalise what is happening to me. I've been the docs but there is a six months waiting list for psychological help and I've had enough. I'm at a crucial time in my life, professionally and I'm frightened I won't be able to complete what needs doing. My whole familyis suffering. I am so low right now, please tell me it will get better and that you too have been through this. My back is so sore from the over breathing and I tremble from within, I feel like I'm losing my mind. I've tried breathing exercises but this makes it worsde because the more I focus on my breathing the worse it gets. I can't eat anything without bloating which makes my breathing even worse. I am in nightmare that I can't wake up from!!

