kk, well recently i'v been very uncomfortable on what i look like, and people said im becoming anorexic, or bullimic. but im not sure.. like i dont eat all day, but at the end i might have a bite of something, so i dont faint and get taken to the hospital. Am i anorexic, or bullimic ? Like i really really want to be skinny, so bad. I'm about 5'7 - 115pounds, and i want to be skinny, i want to lose at least 10 pounds, i no that may sound gross but it's true. i dont know what to do, and everytime i eat, i want to throw up, and i try but i can't its to hard to force my finger down my throat, so now im thinking about using laxitives..

nikkaayy,
yes, you're anorexic. you need to get help immediately. if you're under 18, talk to your mom. i KNOW this seems uncomfortable and you really don't want to do it, but honey, you are started on a REALLY bad road. from what you're eating now, you're already seriously messing up your metabolism, organs, heart, etc. please don't let it go any further. if you are over 18, then get yourself into a doctor immediately and get a therapist and nutritionist to help you recover. it sounds like you've just started out with all this, so PLEASE get help now. it's much harder to beat eating disorders the longer they go on (just trust me on this one). everything just gets worse, i promise, and you'll NEVER feel like you're skinny enough, etc. so get help NOW.

yes, i have told parents, and friends and im seeing doctors and stuff, but even no they tell me all these things, i really find it hard for me to believe them. Like i want to be skinny so bad, ill do anything, and it seems like noone can stop me.. thats the hard thing, this talking, and help doesnt seem to be working.