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its me again its been forever since i was last on here i and heres what happend ...ok i got comfortable enough to tell my boyfriend and he didnt act like he cared then about a month later he started having major major mood swings and i broke up with him because he kept lieing and yelling at me then about 2 weeks later he told me he was bilimic OMG i told him i was and he didnt care and then he lost 80 frikin pounds when i only lost 40.....it makes me angry......anyways im not doing any better i kinda chilled with throwing up and started eating more and then i gained back 10 pounds so im back where i started and my EX-boyfriend is a bulimic......and my mom found laxatives in my drawer but i didnt take any i just had them in case...ya'll keep telling me i have an eating disorder but im just not so sure i do because i dont act like this all the time just sometimes......
Q: another question ...why do i get so emotional at some of the stupidest stuff?

chels, first of all hon, cut out that bright green color. i seriously could BARELY read your post! :)

in terms of wondering whether or not you have an eating disorder, please stop trying to convince yourself. healthy, un-disordered people don't forcibly vomit up their food or binge EVER. so just cuz you aren't doing it 4 times a day or even every day for that matter does NOT mean you don't have an ED. i think you know that, so that's all i'm gonna say.

in terms of your ex, i think it's actually GOOD that you too aren't together. it doesn't sound like he could really be there for you anyway AND i don't think it's healthy to have two bulimics dating each other in general (unless you're both VERY committed to recovery, which it doesn't sound like you are). you don't want to "fuel" each other's disorders, you know? and if this quote, "why do i get so emotional at some of the stupidest stuff?" is in regards to ending a relationship and then finding out that your ex is bulimic when you're currently in the midst of the disorder, then honey, you don't have ANYTHING to worry about! everyone would get emotional in that situation, trust me. anyway, you really need therapy, have you considered it yet?

done therapy didnt help but it was for cutting instead heres the thing i suffer from depression im a bulimic i drink to much and ...thats about it .....hate therapy never will go back

well, that's great. how in the heck do you expect to ever get better then? what's your plan for getting yourself happier and more free, huh? do you just want to keep binging and puking, cutting, drinking and sitting around depressed and miserable for the remainder of your life? or would you prefer to actually live and feel again? open your mind. it's the only way you'll have any hope for the future. if you want to stay miserable (which i don't believe you do), then why are you posting on a RECOVERY board? you want to recover and for that you WILL need therapy. so if you'd like to continue hating the idea of therapy and vowing never to go there, then fine. but then what the heck do you want us to advise you to do? just think about it.