I haven't belonged to this board for very long but I don't really know where else to turn. I need some help and maybe some support from others who may know what I am going through because nobody else understands.
Anyway, I have had serious depression in the past - just two years ago it was really bad but I was seeing a therapist and taking medication and things seemed to be better. I stopped seeing that therapist back in December and I am now off all of my meds. I don't think I am depressed but I just don't know. I feel this intense anger and rage all the time and everything around me pisses me off. I don't want to go back on meds and I am now currently seeing ANOTHER therapist but she canceled on me this week so I won't see her again until next week and I have only seen her three times so the trust isn't there yet. I am not sure what is going on - I feel confused, frustrated, angry, pissed off, and irritated. Can anyone relate to how I am feeling?

I seem to get stuck in the feelings you are portraying. Depression is a frustrating place to be. Hopefully in your case its just a short stop on the road to wellness.

take care
trg247

Is there a reason why you changed therapists? Your former therapist would probably make an appointment for you right away and knows you well enough to help you more quickly. I just started seeing my therapist again after 7 years and she remembers me well. So I don't have to go back to the beginning for her to figure me out. Saves a lot of time.

Sometimes I feel the rage and anger too. It can be scary.