moonstruckgrl
05-27-2006, 05:11 PM
It seems like eventhough I started taking antidepressants a week or so ago, I'm getting more and more stuck and my motivation to come back up just keeps decreasing. :eek:
It's almost like I feel comfortable now with being this way, I have closed my shell, drawn the shutters and everybody leave me alone.
I just got recently fired from a job and should be really looking for work, but I just can't get the gumpshion!
Also, I have this great book about how to not feel depressed, started reading it a few days ago, found it helpful, but now put it down.
I'm having relationship problems and they have consumed me to a point of no return in seems.
I've been feeling suicidal yesterday and just crying.
It's sunny and beautiful outside, but I just don't feel like going out.
All I can do is sit by the computer, read relationship-related articles and keep wondering how it's going to pan out.
I know I need to get up, but how?!
It's like I feel incapable!
My friends won't even talk to me anymore, because I must be a drag!
It's almost like I feel comfortable now with being this way, I have closed my shell, drawn the shutters and everybody leave me alone.
I just got recently fired from a job and should be really looking for work, but I just can't get the gumpshion!
Also, I have this great book about how to not feel depressed, started reading it a few days ago, found it helpful, but now put it down.
I'm having relationship problems and they have consumed me to a point of no return in seems.
I've been feeling suicidal yesterday and just crying.
It's sunny and beautiful outside, but I just don't feel like going out.
All I can do is sit by the computer, read relationship-related articles and keep wondering how it's going to pan out.
I know I need to get up, but how?!
It's like I feel incapable!
My friends won't even talk to me anymore, because I must be a drag!

