Hello jen _20 :angel:
I haven't seen anything new from you ?
I hope all is well and I'm hear for you and also I'm sure many many others all over the world are praying for you and send all their love , hope and comfort to you :angel: this is my special thread to you and I will talk to you in it .... ALWAYS ! :angel:
My diagnosis wasn't easy either and I .... Myself .... Have also seen a very long journey ... I ( like you ) didn't handle my results well and ( actualy ) felt very alone and scared .
I was diagnosed in a time when there was very few medications availble and you were pretty much screwed if you're results were positive and I have so much to tell you . :angel:
I'm very sorry if it took so long to get back to you I've been a bit under the weather but I'm still fighting and so will you :angel:
........ Lost Spirit ............

I'm praying for you jen :angel: and we all hope to hear from you soon :)
Stay strong and remember that virus or not you will always be YOU !
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Love :angel:

...... Lost Spirit ........

Hey lost spirit,

Thanks so much for the thread, I really do sometimes need to speak to people but im scared, Im so scared lost spirit.

I know people are being so supportive and telling me to be strong, I really am trying to stay strong. I told my parents, i wish i hadnt they were devastated and im so shocked at how they took it.

I think i have passed through the shock stage and now im just angry and this virus and i was angry at my bf for doing this to me and i know i shouldn't be angry with him because he's going through the same thing but im just scared and hurting :-S I dont know what to do.

jen x

Oh Jen, I'm sorry your parents didn't take the news as you would have liked. Sweetheart, maybe they'll come around after the shock wears off.


With love,
Cali

p.s. We're praying for you.

Jen, keep on this site. There are so many cool people here that I read their posts daily and they are Godsent for support. Some people don't take news as well as others. It could be there mis-understanding or just plain anger into why things happen to someone they love. But,your parents will be there for you and when I talk about the folks on this website, there livin and their lovin life. Might be hard at times, I have been only dealing with this for a short time,but, each day after work I come home and go directly to this website to listen to what others have to say and take what they say to the heart. It helps trust. You'll be alright okay don't do this icon :yawn: do this one :) ;)

I'm sorry hun, but you're going to be okay. You are strong, and you can still live a long, happy and normal life.

Like someone else said here before (I don't remember who it is)...HIV is a disease much like diabetes now days...it is not as uncommon and can be controlled.

I still always wish you the best and you are in my prayers...and so is everyone else on this board <3

Thank you so so much

Jen x