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06-09-2006, 12:29 PM
Now i'am really , really freaked out
OCD is far away , now i'am messing around with paranormal stuff.. this may sound silly to few of you but if you'll take it seriously , maybe it means something!
heres the deal..
i wrote something 'religious' on a paper ( a task which i needed to do coz of my OCD compulsions ) and then i wondered almost every where in my house with that paper in my hand and then inside my clothes .. after 2 or 2.5 hours i realized that paper is GONE! .. i searched the whole house but could'nt find it anywhere.. ( this happend coz of my ocd ) .. Where it disappeared Anywayz?
Alright .. then ..... things started comming in my mind that disappearance of paper meant that i don't see a WWE Entrance of a wrestler which was in a particular movie file on my PC .. that movie was separated into two files .. Part 1 and 2 .. and that entrance was in part 2.. so i just thought its better to delete them .. so i deleted part 1 but when i went for part 2 my windows threw me an error that THIS FILE IS CURRENTLY IN USE .. CAN'T BE DELETED ( was i thinking about that file , this made it in use? , bit silly ) .. i pressed the OK button and the next time i tried it got deleted ( thou it was'nt in use .. at all , at all the time )
Now i'am getting more horrible thoughts in my mind , few other things like these also happend to me before!! which looked kinda paranormal .. so i'am far away from OCD problems , messing around with THESE!
Give me some COMMENTS on these!!!!!!! :eek:
OCD is far away , now i'am messing around with paranormal stuff.. this may sound silly to few of you but if you'll take it seriously , maybe it means something!
heres the deal..
i wrote something 'religious' on a paper ( a task which i needed to do coz of my OCD compulsions ) and then i wondered almost every where in my house with that paper in my hand and then inside my clothes .. after 2 or 2.5 hours i realized that paper is GONE! .. i searched the whole house but could'nt find it anywhere.. ( this happend coz of my ocd ) .. Where it disappeared Anywayz?
Alright .. then ..... things started comming in my mind that disappearance of paper meant that i don't see a WWE Entrance of a wrestler which was in a particular movie file on my PC .. that movie was separated into two files .. Part 1 and 2 .. and that entrance was in part 2.. so i just thought its better to delete them .. so i deleted part 1 but when i went for part 2 my windows threw me an error that THIS FILE IS CURRENTLY IN USE .. CAN'T BE DELETED ( was i thinking about that file , this made it in use? , bit silly ) .. i pressed the OK button and the next time i tried it got deleted ( thou it was'nt in use .. at all , at all the time )
Now i'am getting more horrible thoughts in my mind , few other things like these also happend to me before!! which looked kinda paranormal .. so i'am far away from OCD problems , messing around with THESE!
Give me some COMMENTS on these!!!!!!! :eek:
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dgold
06-13-2006, 01:52 AM
how old are you??? when did these problems come about. Sounds like this may be alot more than just pure Obsessional OCd. if your spending 2 hours engaging in daily complusions for no reason then you need to get on meds and read my last posts about finding some good OCD books in the bookstore.
Check out ERP exposure and response prevention and behavoral therapy this will give you better understanding into the problem that has destroyed alot of my life and many others.
You do not have scziophrenia but OCD. I would get on Luvox for awhile maybe 6 months and see if that helps this problem.
Check out ERP exposure and response prevention and behavoral therapy this will give you better understanding into the problem that has destroyed alot of my life and many others.
You do not have scziophrenia but OCD. I would get on Luvox for awhile maybe 6 months and see if that helps this problem.
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06-13-2006, 10:15 AM
ya i recently discovered that maybe i have BOTH pure o and general ocd.. and my age is 17!