OKAY IM GOIN TO TRY AND MAKE THIS SHORT

okay i have been tested for hiv about a year ago around this time actually and i thank god was negative.. so i should have known better...
-will know i have put myself in this same situation again and this time its a bit scarier because of my symtoms....
-will this time my 2nd scare i have sex with 4 different women.. two of these women i used condoms on and 1 did brake but when i noticed i pulled out right away but the other the condom had no tears and i checked trust me..
-now there are two girls which im scared of the most. both of them i was in a relationship with but it didnt work out and unfortantly i didnt used condoms on them and i did have sex with them a lot of times.... :o
-will i think this time i will have hiv because i do have alot more symtoms than before..
will i have gotten tonsilitius and i have had a few colds that have been within about 1 month from each other and i know if i had a health immune system i wont get sick so often..
- i also know was diagnosed with cellitius which is a infection of the skin, i got a bite or a pimple im not sure and either is the doc but i did pop it and pus came out and i did pop it over again and thats how cellititus showed up and it started to get really infected..
i have read that people with weaken immune systems get this so its scaring me now... even more than b4... its been two days since i have had cellititus while taking treatment and im still not getting that better i recieve a antibiotic shot and oral antibiotics as well called clindamycn and took them and it just was getting a bit better
-but i went back 2 the doc because he told me to in 48hrs to see if it was better but the same doc wasnt there so i saw a different doc
-he told me a look a bit better but he though i had to pop it again so he poped the pus and collected it to be sent to a lab to see wat type of bactera is infecting me and he gave me more antibioctics called double dose bactrim so he told me to take both...
here is my question yes im getting tested of course but i am worried i will be positive.... because this cellitius isnt going away yet and if i had a good immune system i wont even have it or it would have gone away already....
- and i have gotten sick more often than i have b4.. come on i know im going to be positive...
the hiv test im goin get is sceduled 4 tuesday the 20th because they had no openings any time sooner... i just need the courage to go.. im scared and cant really rest... it has been 13wks from the last 2 girls that i didnt used a condom with but with the girl that the condom broke it hasnt been 13wks but i decieded 2 go early because of the fact that i now have cellitius which i never had b4 and i dont think this is normal :o :o

please someone give me some advice even if its negaitive advice... something!!

My Advice-press on with the test. Second Advice CALM DOWN! The internet seems to be the source of rage inn people with possible exposure. Reading to far into these sites can hurt you physically and mentally. I think, now it's my opinion YOU may have lowered your immune system by thinking way to much??You can do that you know and hundreds of things lower a persons immune system. Before I was tested, I was yelled at by my Doc. I am exxagerating that a little,but, my DOC told me you need to leave it up to an MD to diagnoise you not the internet. My results weren't what I expected,but, your not me alright. I think you'll be fine,but, I don't think you'll believe anyone that tells you that, because it is in your head and stuck there until that test comes back. The mind is more powerful than you can imagine and can play some wild tricks on you. As for your Cellitus, I guess I haven't read up on that to much and that would be a good one for the Senior Members on this site to reply to you with.Oh yes, your on Antibiotics, guess what they cause Thrush sometimes another symptom related to HIV. See what I mean to much for one person to inhale I know! Last but not least, get off your computer and go outside and run or walk and hook up with your friends and get out, walk the dog, go to Church or something until you get your test done. :cool:

yea thanks 4 the reply im just been tryin to prepare myself for wat im sure will be a positive result, tryin to get the strenght to hear it and then drive home some how after that i tell me parents and the concentrating on work.. it aint goin to b easy im sure... i might not even be able 2 think stright 4 a while man its goin to be bad

Hi..I made an account just to respond to your thread.

I just got home from the emergency room about an hour ago and i have cellitius in my left nostril. So first thngs first man sorry that you have it too. I know how you feel. Second just because it is not healing like it supposed too does not mean that your immune system has went down hill due to hivs. So that means you don't need to assume that you tested positive when you are not sure. The cellitius is taking longer than it should to heal because 1.Its not cellitius its another form of staph infection. 2.Your case of cellitius is rejecting the antibiotics and you may need IV antibiotic injections. Oh, and one more thing. DO NOT!!!!! continue to pop it. Let it drain on its own. Don't touch it or better yet don't even look at it. You can also apply warm compresses to it 3-4 times a day. Get plenty of rest and try to keep the area thats infected elevated as much as possible. If you continue you to mess with it, it can /will get worse and reject the antibiotics. You can spread it also. Not just in your skin but under your skin. Resulting in surgery or death even. Wash your hands frequently and anything that it or the puss touches (clothing wise) in hot water and bleach if possible change your bedding. Don't use the same washcloth or towel more than once. Get some lysol or any other disinfectant and CLEAN like a mad man.
I have done endless hours of research. That is what I have gathered and come to understand in the past 24 hours. I hope this helps and good luck with your test results and you infection.
♥ WiddaKay






THIS IS NOT A JOKE, IT IS A LIFE THREATING MATTER! BE VERY CAREFUL

OKAY IM GOIN TO TRY AND MAKE THIS SHORT

okay i have been tested for hiv about a year ago around this time actually and i thank god was negative.. so i should have known better...
-will know i have put myself in this same situation again and this time its a bit scarier because of my symtoms....
-will this time my 2nd scare i have sex with 4 different women.. two of these women i used condoms on and 1 did brake but when i noticed i pulled out right away but the other the condom had no tears and i checked trust me..
-now there are two girls which im scared of the most. both of them i was in a relationship with but it didnt work out and unfortantly i didnt used condoms on them and i did have sex with them a lot of times.... :o
-will i think this time i will have hiv because i do have alot more symtoms than before..
will i have gotten tonsilitius and i have had a few colds that have been within about 1 month from each other and i know if i had a health immune system i wont get sick so often..
- i also know was diagnosed with cellitius which is a infection of the skin, i got a bite or a pimple im not sure and either is the doc but i did pop it and pus came out and i did pop it over again and thats how cellititus showed up and it started to get really infected..
i have read that people with weaken immune systems get this so its scaring me now... even more than b4... its been two days since i have had cellititus while taking treatment and im still not getting that better i recieve a antibiotic shot and oral antibiotics as well called clindamycn and took them and it just was getting a bit better
-but i went back 2 the doc because he told me to in 48hrs to see if it was better but the same doc wasnt there so i saw a different doc
-he told me a look a bit better but he though i had to pop it again so he poped the pus and collected it to be sent to a lab to see wat type of bactera is infecting me and he gave me more antibioctics called double dose bactrim so he told me to take both...
here is my question yes im getting tested of course but i am worried i will be positive.... because this cellitius isnt going away yet and if i had a good immune system i wont even have it or it would have gone away already....
- and i have gotten sick more often than i have b4.. come on i know im going to be positive...
the hiv test im goin get is sceduled 4 tuesday the 20th because they had no openings any time sooner... i just need the courage to go.. im scared and cant really rest... it has been 13wks from the last 2 girls that i didnt used a condom with but with the girl that the condom broke it hasnt been 13wks but i decieded 2 go early because of the fact that i now have cellitius which i never had b4 and i dont think this is normal :o :o
I can completely understand how you're feeling because I've been there... more than once. Question - do you know that any of these girls have HIV? What makes you say that you know you'll be positive?

If you don't have any reason (other than the colds and cellitius) you are probably reading into things more than necessary. The colds DO NOT mean you have HIV, but I understand your paranoia because I would think of a cold or a sore throat I had around the time of my possible infection and automatically think it was because I contracted HIV. A weakened immune system can come from a number of other things OTHER THAN HIV. Stress and anxiety can contribute to a weaker immune system. Not getting any rest can also contribute to a weakened immune system. I know it's easier said than done, but please relax. Pray to God. He will give you peace. Ask Him to forgive you for sins. Know that He has everything planned for you so either way, negative or positive, it is in His plan, a part of your purpose on earth. What you're going through right now is for a reason just the same. He wants you to leave all your worries in His hands, so do so.

GO get your test done. It's very important to know your status. HIV does not mean a death sentence as long as you get treatment.

I will pray for you that you are negative. And please when you get those results that you are negative, #1 THANK God and remember that whatever sexual activities you were doing are not only a sin against God, but they are not worth the stress and pain you're going through now.

Learn a lesson. I've been there.

Nikki,

I am sure your words have mek him feel more comfortable.

Now I am planning to get tested. It took me like 2months to have the courage to go for testing. But if you dont mind (infact anyone who is aware) please explain how to find the right clinic around your place and what will be the formalities that will be followed in the clinic.

Its been 2 months since I had that terrible night. i already explained my sad story in this forum but recently. I know how devastating things are................ But I am praying god and I need all your support to pass on through this phase.

Thank you in advance.